Not feeling it..

Today, I don't feel like a mom. Not even the step kind. I'm having a hard time with the fact that I can't, and never will be enough for my children. I'm not sure I'll ever be enough for my husband. I feel like a maid and a server. I'm just here to make their lives better, and who cares about mine?

Unfortunately, this is not the first time I've felt this way and it probably won't be the last. That thought doesn't make today any easier, but I'm trying. I will try to hold my head up, I will try to be the strong, unstoppable woman I am; but sometimes it's hard. 

Do you have these days? What do you do to get out of this funk?